I enter the room and silence engulfs me. I feel a sense of uneasiness, a sense of impending doom.
As I walk further into the room, I see my demons smile at me. It is a reassuring smile, a smile that says "I am here for you”. I notice anxiety and guilt gleaming over my restlessness. Self-doubt and intrusive thoughts play a game of cards over at another table. The room becomes darker as I walk by the demons.
I find a small spot of light by a chair. I go towards the light and plop myself beside love. She welcomes me and tightly embraces me. Her fragrance, her warmth, and her happiness make me feel less lonely. “How have you been doing?”, she asks. “I’ve been better”, I reply. She places her hand over mine and says “I am not the only one here to help you out, look by the window”. I notice self-care, books, music, my friends, my family, and my dog sitting by the window, waving at me to come over.
How long have they been there, I wonder. “They’ve always been there. The demons constantly overshadow them. Go on, go to them”, says love. I rush to them and am immediately surrounded by positivity; the room begins to brighten and the demons appear less intimidating. I leave the room with a slight smile on my face. I know I haven’t fought the demons, but I do know that I am not alone in my battle.
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